Friday, November 6, 2009

A DOLL WITH EMOTIONS

I AM NOT YOUR DOLL

I refuse to be in your collection.

You tend to get bored, and when you feel needy you browse throw them all.

Thinking to yourself: " If this one wont, the next one will".

THE CURTAIN RAISER

The Frolicking begins . . .

You pretend to care.

While you fulfill your needs- your leaving me empty. You play with me and when you’re done you put me back on the shelf - where I collect dust and I don't longer feel pretty. Where I feel good physically and feel used emotionally. 



WHO MADE ME YOUR DOLL?

I did. Being unaware of the consequences; addiction and obsession, I gave you permission to make me your doll.

The worst part is that I gave you my heart along with my body parts.” Unintentionally" you ripped me apart.

Who made me your doll?

I did. I was speechless & mindless.

I didn't have control. I didn't want control.

I made me your doll.

I gave you a welcome to constantly play with me.

How could I not?

I was broken, I was a doll in need of affection, I was disowned and I needed to feel wanted.

I needed love and I confuse it for lust.

YOUR ARE A PUPPET

Similar to Pinocchio, You are a liar & a child. A man with cruel intentions with a deceiving smile you are. You are someone unique, smart, entertaining, funny, self center, persuasive & loving.

(That's too much of a compliment)

You are a puppet but whose puppet?

Who moves you?

Who owns you?

What motivates you?

Who makes you smile?

What breaks you?

Who changed you?

Who are you?